How many of you are honestly 100% comfortable in your skin?! If I had
to guess, I would say most of us are not!! I know for sure, that I am
not. I hate when people take pictures of me. Don't get me wrong, because
if you are my friends or family you will be thinking to yourselves that
I am always taking pictures, and yes that is true, but I always use the
front facing camera on my phone, so that I can see what I look like
before I snap that pic. I am extremely self conscience. I usually change
3-5 times before leaving the house. How many of you can relate to
this?! I think no matter what size or shape you are, we all have
insecurities. As I type this, I think to
myself, what will it take for me to be completely comfortable in my own
skin, and my honest answer is, that I don't know!!! I think back
through my childhood, and I was always thought of as the "bigger" girl. I
can't remember a time when I did not struggle with my weight.
This journey isn't only about losing weight, it's about discovering
myself on a whole new level. I've shared this with you before, but I
once had a teacher say, "pictures don't lie". You know what? He's
right!!! We tell ourselves, oh that camera adds 10 pounds, but you know
what?! It's the fact that we don't want to face reality. I am guilty of
it, I always told myself that. Up until recent times I truly believed
that! As part of the journey, I have been taking pictures every step of
the way. The truth is....pictures don't lie!!! Take a picture of
yourself today......yes a full body picture! What don't you like about
it? Your
midsection? Your arms? Maybe a double chin? Don't hide from that
picture. Embrace the beauty that is you! But learn from your picture,
set goals, and create a plan of how you are going to reach those goals.
It's not going to be easy. That I have learned from experience. I have
been giving it my all for 3 months now, and just recently I am staring
to see results. But, that's ok! 3 months ago, I couldn't run a mile, in
fact in high school I always had one of the slowest mile times, now I
average 5 miles in 45 mins! My body is capable of so much more than it
was 3 short months ago. This is just the beginning for me. What am I
going to be able to do 3 months from now, or 6 months from now??? I
don't know, but I do know that I am NOT GIVING UP! Many of you have sent
such kind words to me after sharing my last picture, and those thoughts
mean so very much to me! Honestly, more than you would ever know. It's
very very hard to put myself on display, but I do
it to prove to all of you, that it can be you in that picture! If I can
do this, you certainly can! It doesn't take huge steps to start, it
just takes a little motivation and drive to want to succeed! I am here
with you every step of the way, honestly! Have you taken your picture
yet?!?! Well, what are you waiting for???? Together we can do this!!! If
I have inspired just one of you to look at your picture a little
differently, then my job here is done! You are all truly beautiful
individuals! Our beauty is what makes a unique! Well.......quit
reading......and get to work on reaching your goals! Just remember....I
BELIEVE in YOU!!!!
This is one of the hardest pics to share!
But this can be you!
I love you all!
XOXO
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